Im supposed to be very happy about our new adventure, but Friday was one of the toughest days of the year for me emotionally. The two nice mover guys showed up right after I dropped the kids at school. I took the on a quick tour and everything was fine. I saw them bring in the boxes, and everything was still fine. I heard the cutting, wrapping, and taping begin and I got a little sad, but I was fine. I got into my car to go to work and like a ton of bricks it hit me. Like someone had just slapped me across the face and said get outta here! I've never felt so alone as I did in that very moment because no matter what, I'm not quite ready to go. Luckily, I have a little over a month left here, although it will be different. I'm strong, I'm positive, I'm a hard working go getter and I'm gonna be the best thing the state of Missouri has ever seen! I do believe that, but a part of my heart is being left behind in blono... I just really like this place.
When I finally made it home after work, the movers had just left and the pictures below were extremely final. I guess all I have left to say to myself is to suck it up because it is what it is!
On a more positive note, I am looking at buying a new car! Well, it's not new (2007), and new to me. It's so pretty! I drove it all of last week and when we went in Saturday to wheel and deal we were still a little off on the price. Not too far though and I'm going to try to be confident that we can get there. The sales person told me to go ahead and keep it this week too, and she will get back to me on Thursday. She knows we will be very busy the next couple of days. Let's get some 70 degree temps so I can put the top down without looking like I've lost my mind!
